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Selasa, 15 Juni 2010

yesterday.........

dearest my lovely reader, hi!! gue mau cerita nih ttg kemaren. ada senengnya,kocaknya,sedihnya,nyeseknya,nangisnya,sama mau mati nya-_-
siang hari, badri sama dikin jemput gue dirumah..kita mau ngasih surprise buat sheryl, our bestfriend ohiya.. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAA! terus kita ketemuan sama mariza&reza di car(tempat cuci mobil organon) trs kita menuju a&w depan bp. disana kita ngumpul buat berangkat bareng2. terus awalnya kita masih recet tuh mau nungguin sheryl pulang kerumah apa kita yg dtg duluan. terus akhirnya setelah semua selesai. kita konvoi motor ke rumah sheryl. gue gatau deh siapa sama siapa boncengannya..yg jelas gue ber3 sama badri&lia haha sampe ban belakangnya badri kempes wkwk maaf yaaa. terus pas selesai ngasih surprise plus nyeplokin sm nepungin sheryl kita makan2 deh. mamanya sheryl masak enak2 looh!! thanks tante:) disana kita juga gabung sama gesek&yudhea hehe trs kita main uno. at least, yg kena tepung cuma aisha dan mariza haha tp pdhl kita dendamnya sama mariza doang tuh:p wkwk sorry mar. terus pas semua udah capek sekitar jam 4an kita pulang dengan konvoi motor lagee haha anjrit seru parah!! as usual,gue sama badri doong haha mariza sama reza,lia sama anton bieber HAHA,aisha sama saptaa,rizka sama putra,heru sama robby/kevin gitu lupa-_-terus faizal sendiri. terus akhirnya pada banyak yg beda arah. akhirnya tinggal gue-badri sm rizka-putra. terus kita ber4 akhirnya ke rumah rizka dulu awalnya sih buat nganterin rizka pulang eeh taunya sekitar jam 5-an kita malah keliling sekbil naik motor. oke disini mulai sedih+nyeseknya........
jadi,kita kan muter2 tuh gue sama badri sama2 pake jaket sesat2010 loh haha sampe byk yg ngeliatin gitu,sampe ada bapak2 ngira kita pacaran. terus putra sm rizka kan didepan,gue-badri sih ngikutin aja eh taunya putra menuju mcd sekbil. trs putra berenti,badri ikutan. trs badri-putra akhirnya sepakat muter ke alfa aja. eeh pas belokan badri ngeliat aji HAHA trs gue kaget parah soalnya dia blg terakhir contact2an tuh dia blg lagi sakit. nyakitinya lagi badri-putra ngeliat aji lagi ngerokok. eh demi gue gatau soalnya cuma stuck ngeliat dimukanya itu aja udh ga berani liat lagi. terus akhirnya badri teriak gini 'put,belok arah kejar aji" disini mulai deg2an. putra kan kalo ngebut tuh parah banget udah kayak punya nyawa banyak-_-trs badri bilang"vespa putih cepet duluan!" padahal gue kira itu matic silver-_-au deh mana yg bener. dan yang tanpa dipercaya lagi, putra kehilangan jejak aji dan kawannya itu. gilaaakk padahal putra kalo udah ngebut tuh sebanding sama f1 kali*lebe-_- gue dimotor udah berasa lemes bgt dihati gue tuh kyk ada yg ngomong "itu tik orang yg lo kangenin tiap har,itu tik liat dia nyakitin lo kan?" gilee lah pokoknya. huh tp karena kita kehilangan jejak yaudah akhirnya memutuskan utk balik ke rumah rizka. terus mana lagi si badri nakut2in lg bilangnya'untung liatnya pas aji ga sm cewek lain,nambah nyesek noh'-_,- bytheway THANKYOU SO MUCH TO BADRI,PUTRA AND RIZKA!! maaf gue udh bikin lo mau mati-_- dirumah rizka,kita sholat maghrib berjamaah,abis sholat gue gabisa nahan nangis. finally,akhirnya gue nangis juga di bahu nya rizka. thanks bahu-nya ya darl:') trs paling kocak wkt badri sm putra blg "udah jangan nangis,nanti kita jalan2 lagi" haha berasa anak kecil kali ya gue-___-"akhirnya karena badri ngelawak mulu gue jd ketawa2 ga jelas haha terus akhirnya gue-badri-putra pergi menuju rumah gue. diperjalanan gue ngeliat bintang sm bulan berasa ngikutin gue sm badri haha cocwit amat^.^ terus diperjalanan badri bilang"tika jangan sedih ya,nanti bintang sama bulannya ilang" disitu sebenernya gue gabisa nahan ketawa sama seneng haha thanks ya bad gombalannya:) terus akhirnya sampe rumah dan yaa gue langsung tidur haha yaudah cuma sampe disitu aja once again,thankyousomuch all of my bests. i love you so much! especially,badri^^v

LOVE-TIKA

Sabtu, 12 Juni 2010

make me calm

helo my lovely reader, hmm i wanna share 3 songs that can make calm..yes it's my calmer. akhir2 ini kan gue suka galau2 gitu ya gajelas jg kenapa, terus ada 3 lagu yang bener2 setiap di dengerin bikin gue lega. emang sih nangis tapi ya nangis lega,bukan nangis yang makin nyesekin gitu. ini lirik nya dan kalo mau download tinggal klik judul lagunya ya:



Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)


I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight


When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, it's ok, it's okay.

and Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay, woah stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

oke emang dr semua lagu itu seharusnya lagu2 buat cowok,tapi gatau kenapa gue suka aja hehe dan gue sering banget menghayal ada yang nyanyiin itu tulus buat gue pake gitar haha sampe wkt itu gue mau bikin video sama argo jadi nanti gue yang nyanyi dia yg main gitar haha gila ya pdhl suara gue jelek ya itulah kalo gue duh tergila2 sama sesuatu.
let's listen it guys! hope you like it too and hope this songs can be your calmer too;)

from this sweetie hell,loveyouALL

tikaXP

Kamis, 10 Juni 2010

happy birthday mine

dearest AJI HASTOMO and my lovely reader
oke langsung aja ya.
di detik detik menjelang tanggal 11 JUNI 2010 (ulang tahun Aji Hastomo) gue mau ngepost tentang my wishes for him,etc. berubung juga badan gue lagi ga enak bisa dibilang remuk-remuk-_-",jadi gue gabisa beli atau nyiapin special gift buat dia. MAAF BGT SAYANG!!

on this morning, tadi pagi gue baca sms aji yg bilang gabisa smsan kemaren karena dia gapunya pulsa. okay noprob buat gue. terus tadi dia mention nanyain sms pagi nya yg nyampe apa enggak. ternyata smsnya ga nyampe fiuhh pdhl kangen loh ji. terus gatau kenapa tiba2 gue sama dia jd lostcontact gitu. itu udah pertanda bakalan gue kesel sama dia. sorry i'm selfish, yap gue cuma bisa egois jadi ngambekan-_-maaf ya

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gue benerbener NO IDEA banget buat ultah aji besok, akhirnya gue mikir masalah kado bisa gue atur entar belakangan. BUT gue takut parah aji ngerasa ga diperhatiin sama gue karena gue nggak ngasih apa-apa. sampe2 gue nanya2 sama temennya, cindy, di bbm sampe ganggu dia lagi les. maaf ya cin-_-but thanksmcch!! gue juga sampe bikin voice note buat gue kasih dia, gue sampe minta comment dari lola bagus apa enggak terus suara gue gimana. at the fact,suara gue bindeng huh:( terus gue juga gatau mau ngasih voice note ini gimana selain lewat wlm gue gabisa ngirim. oke MMS bisa,tapi gue nggak ngerti,katro amat sih gue.

saking hebohnya tadi gue berniat buat minta kak gembusCHATTE buat bikinin lagu buat aji tapi gue mikir masa iya dalam sehari jadi, mana itu minta buatin lagi-_- oke ide sarap itu terhapus di otak gue. terus gue punya ide lagi buat nyuruh aji kerumah gue malem2 tapiiiiiiii ya masa yg ulang tahun kerumah yang mau ngasih surprise-_-HAHA LUCU.terus gue berniat buat jam 12 ngucapin,tapi begonya gue tadi ketiduran jam 9an hahaha tapi untung udah siap waker, tapi yang bangunin malah mama hahaha ji mama udah ngasih lampu hijau tuh(?)-_-

for Aji: ji, aku buat ini didetik-detik menjelang ulang tahun kamu itu salah satu usaha aku buat ngucapin yang pertama kali, tapi yang perlu kamu tau mungkin secara facebook,twitter,msn dan segala macem yang ada di dunia maya yg mempertemukan kita ini, aku bukan yg pertama ngucapin......tapi,aku yang pertama kali ngucapin di hati kamu (maaf gombal-_-). terus maaf juga, i don't have a little sweet surprise for you, i don't have a sweet gift for you. maaf maaf maaf. dan aku cuma bisa ngasih ini buat kamu, maaf kalo nggak berguna buat kamu,tapi aku udah usaha ngasih 'sesuatu' di hari ulang tahun km:





SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YA SAYANG

I WISH YOU:

enggak pernah lupa sama Tuhan
nurut sama orang tua
rajin ke gereja
rajin belajar
sayang sama adek-adek kamu
enggak bandel:p
gemuk badannya ya biar kayak aku:p
berenti ngerokok
berenti "minum"
makin sabar
MAKIN DEWASA!! hehe
dan......
setia sama aku ya;p


oke, that's all, i don't know what to write again.
OHYA!! please forgive me of all my mistakes ya ji, aku tau hari ini aku salah, aku udah jutek sama kamu, aku udah buat kamu bete (yakan?kalo enggak,malu deh-_-),aku minta maaf juga maybe i'm not a girl that you want to make your life's colorful, but i'll try to be!! demi kamu!!

really, i love you so much


maaf english gue ancur terus foto gue mukanya maksa-_-maklum lagi nahan sakit tuh nyeri euy

Kamis, 03 Juni 2010

i hate fuckta

helo dearest my lovely reader, huh badmood parah sangat!! i like hoping but i hate see the different between my hope and the fact. disaat gue berharap,ga cuma harapan kok yang gue andelin. USAHA DAN DOA that's i bring with all of my hopes. but.....the result,semua berbalik. kenyataan itu menyakitkan,kadang menyenangkan sih. perlu satu yang hrs gue pelajarin lbh dalem, nerima kenyataan. gyaaa!! itu beberapa kali gue pelajarin sampe mabok,tetep aja gue msh ngarep ngarep ngarep magic datang to change the fact to be my dream:p what a shit dream yeah. hah capek ah uwes.bye.thanks for read.dont like?nyesel deh lo baca:P